Is something wrong with me?

[AkaiHebi]

Mmmh, thinning the lube with a little bit of water could help, or using another lube. But how you describe your wanking (fast strokes with hard grip), you could be suffering from.. death grip syndrome. Look it up !

[0xFF]

Sadwagon, my first experience with onaholes was similar to yours. I tried 3 different holes and I felt nothing and I regretted buying them. But today these 3 holes are still in my collection and part of my favourites.

I would suggest using more lub. For me, the more lub I use the better the feeling. There's no need to be aggressive with your penis to feel pleasure, quite the opposite actually. The lub samples that comes with onaholes are usually crap. As AkaiHebi suggested, you can try mixing them with hot water, that work, but it will never be as good as a good quality lub.

I don't have the two onaholes you mentioned, but it seems they're on the tight side. Personally, tight onaholes don't work on me. The smoother and loose ones feel much better. Perhaps you're like me. Maybe you should try Lolinko with PePee lotion next.

[Sadwagon]

Thanks, guys.
Death grip syndrome, huh?
Well, reading it up, that's gonna take a lot of time...
I did wait for a longer period than usual and paid attention to take it slowly, but it still didn't work.
And if it's mental related after all, then I can kiss goodbye to onaholes, I guess.

Thanks for the suggestions 0xFF.
Tried using a bit more lube today, however I switched to the Ona Pit sleeve.
It felt just a little bit better, probably because those bumps are bigger and coarse.
But overall, it's still far from the mind-blowing effect.

One more thing, - both yesterday and today there were multiple times when it just felt awkward and I started loosing my erection.
What the hell, even if it's not an amazing experience it should feel at least a little bit pleasurable, no?
Maybe I should have ordered a hard onahole too and worked my way to gradually softer ones.
I'm really disheartened, but I'll try to keep you updated on the matter in the following weeks.
Hopefully it will work out eventually. *muffled Classical Gas in the background*

[Thuktun]

Don't think about it so much. When you fap the old way do you overanalyze how your hand feels as you do it? Nope, I bet you get lost in whatever fantasy gets you off and just do your thing. Do that. Yes, enjoy the sensations, but concentrate on your fantasy whatever that may be. For some, it's the hole. My first time with Lolinco it was just me and the hole, but since then unless I use porn I lose interest. It's hard especially with a new toy I think sometimes to figure out how best to use it for you.

[Sadwagon]

I'm back with some updates.
Thanks for your reply too Thuktun!

I couldn't bring myslef to touch Bangee Shake ever since. It was too much of a disappointment.
I tried Tight Sister Kirino again, but just once and I barely felt anything in there, especially compared to how detailed it seems on the preview images. All I feel is the tightness. However, tightness in itself, without anything else, does not feel pleasurable. Plus, it takes a considerable amount of force to keep it down, preventing it from shooting off my dick.
The Ona Pit - Dot managed to make me cum on 3 different occasions, but those dots are kinda coarse, it even hurt a bit. The sleeve eats up too much lube and although it has a firm thickness all-around, the layer on the tip is just plain and so thin that I'm afraid it will be punctured during the next ride. (Seems illogical structure-wise, given how ultra thick the entry point is and since the sleeve is short, anyone would constantly poke at the top either way. Oh well, they want us to buy more.)

Also tried the Vagina Wrap from Ride Japan and finally this seems to be worth its money.
http://en-nls.com/pict1-43568?c2=9999
From what I've seen, it's basically a smaller, cheaper version of the Fuwa Chitsu Evolution, which has very good ratings everywhere.
At the end, the 2 bigger nubs stimulate the head well enough. All around it's kinda soft and I can better control with it how long a session lasts.
It already made me happy 5 times, once there was a little bit of leg-shaking effect, however, there are already small tears in the inside so I'm worried about its future, but luckily this didn't effect how it feels yet.

Still, even if the Vagina Wrap is better than my hand, the feeling is still far from mind-blowing.
There used to be a few occasions in the past when I had greater orgasms with my hand and onaholes should definitely feel better, right?
So either people are over-exaggerating or I'm numb. Nah, just kidding. XD
But it got me thinking, if onaholes feel better than real sex, and since I don't feel some truly amazing pleasure from onaholes, then there's a good chance that I'll never enjoy sex in my life? (Not that I'll ever get there anyway.)
After my first onahole experience I was really negatively affected by these thoughts. No matter what kind of girls I looked at, 3D-2D, or anything from my highly estemeed porn collection, I just stared at them blankly, no sexual drive or feelings whatsoever, I mean, what would be the point, now that I realised that sex doesn't feel that ultra-special-amazeballs, why should I even bother, or why does it feel like I've wasted a majority of my life away, fantasizing so much about women.
Shiiiiiit, I don't want to feel like this, I've been in it for over a week and even now I have my doubts.
Yet, I'm still thinking about giving onaholes another chance and maybe making another order.
But if I'm burned again, then I might just as well go and be a monk somewhere.

So, wise users of the onahole forums,
-thou, who can rate a hole on a 10 point scale, even if I couldn't possibly rate it on a 3 point scale -
I ask of you, to help me once again.
With brainstorming. Or anything.
I've used multiple lubes and found the one which came with the Toy's Heart sleeve okay, called "Vanessa & Co.", but of course it's not available on NLS.
I don't think that I have death grip, I've waited for a whole week twice without fapping and it didn't make a difference in pleasure. Also I was able to go slow and gently with Vagina Wrap for like, 15-20 mins. Two times in a row, could have went for a third but I was dead tired.
Bangee Shake is lame, Virgin Sister Kirino is lame, Ona Pit is so-so, Vagina Wrap is okay. Should I try a hard hole or what kind of other onahole should I definitely try?
I didn't use my Mouth of Truth yet, but I sincerely hope (given my luck), that it doesn't have a faulty dislocated inner structure.
I don't think the holes I own are that shit (although they may be), I mean they have good review ratings and Bangee Shake is even a recommended starter hole and AkaiHebi had Kirino as one of his firsts. Maybe both of them are somehow factory defects for me? Is such a thing even possible?
Any other ideas and suggestions are welcome. Thanks!

[AkaiHebi]

I really feel for you, Sadwagon It could be "simply" low penis sensibility, but there are other possible things: the attractivity of the porn you're using, hormone levels, drugs and medications (anti-depressants, blood flow, painkillers,...), the mood, the environment, odors / noises, stress from being "catched in the act" by homemate or family, urging phone notifications,.... every little thing that could interfere with your masturbation pleasure.

What could also help: teasing your penis during the day, gently rubbing it for a short time through your pants (just enough to get a boner), patting it with your fingertips, .. picture this: your penis could be so sensitive you could tickle it with a feather or a paintbrush and feel it exactly gliding as you move it, in a ticklish/soft sensation (alone from this I know I can start leaking precum within minutes).
Also: trying to focus less your sensations on your penis. Tease other parts with lots of nerve endings, like hands/feet, ears, lips, nipples, anus, perineum, inner tights, neck, ... all the kinds of erogenous zones one would focus on when teasing a bound and blindfolded sexual partner in bed

Lastly: ToysHeart didn't do many lubricants, but there exists a bottle of Vanessa & Co if I remember correctly. However you can more easily find the Onatsuyu lube, which is widely recognized as a very good onahole lube AND comes at a very nice price for the amount of a bottle

[0xFF]

But it got me thinking, if onaholes feel better than real sex, and since I don't feel some truly amazing pleasure from onaholes, then there's a good chance that I'll never enjoy sex in my life?

No. Masturbation (even with onaholes) and sex feel different. They are totally different experiences, they can't be compared. Wait until you try sex to decide if you enjoy it or not.

Should I try a hard hole or what kind of other onahole should I definitely try?

I think you should try softer ones. Harder doesn't always mean better. A soft and loose onahole can be more stimulating than a hard and tight one. You should try your Mouth of Truth, that one is soft, and if my memory serves me well, it comes with a sample of the Naive Lube which is also pretty good (damn, I should have bought a bottle of it along with my Onatsuyu for comparison). Make sure to warm it well and use plenty of lub and tell us how that feels to you.

[Cr4zyDuck]

This might be none of my business, but if you like me you have been circumcised then the lake of sensitivity might come from this ? ...

[0xFF]

AFAIK you don't loose sensitivity because of circumcision. I would even say that being uncut is more of a problem because the foreskin gets in the way (annoying as hell).

[argture]

Do you try get "external" incentives?

at my experience, I can't just use a one hole whitout any porn/sound/whatever

yeah I can start fapping, but whitout great feelings :/ atm If I use a hard onahole or a high speed fap they'll hurt more than give me pleasure.
I don't know your Fetish but you can use in your favour.

Anyway if you really don't enjoy a normal fap /sex you should go to the doctor, just could be a disease, abnormal hormone levels, etc. Give a try!
or just could be you just have a low libido, Idk

Just some extra ideas for your next fap sessions:
Do you try yet fap just awaken? (good morning soldier! :__D) that days half asleep feels amaizing and more sensitive
Try no to pee before your fap sessions
Do you play yet a little whit your butt? sorry I haven't of experiences, but some guys enjoy play there.
Be relaxed keep a good mind, you not will lose anything (if you don't feel anything, what happend? nothing but in another hand you can have you best fap who knows!), now just only can win (in pleasure, ofc)!

Good luck!

PD: sorry for my english, I've a very poor level.